My journey springs from heartful communion with the Divine from a young age, which guided me on an experience of Christianity through my early twenties. As I soaked in the unconditional love of Spirit, I unfurled into the wide open space of the Cosmos. I began to spiral through an intense process of remembering myself, and my interconnection with all that is. My world was rocked upside down. This expansion opened my eyes to our starry radiance, as well as the weight of shame and taboo within our souls.
From thereon I researched the history of civilisations, spiritual lineages along with ancient practices from Egypt, Atlantis and deep connections with Lemuria. My dreams awakened my heart to the vast passages of time and space, contained within the very moment. I began to realise my role across many time frames, carrying wisdom for realisation of our wounds as portals, sacred doorways. Truly our healing is to reunite with who we are, with our heartfelt communion with all that is.
And here I am now, moving in and out between reconnection and fear. That day by day process of slowly loving ourselves back to Life. Held in the support of Her, the Goddess. Who I humbly now see the footprints, handprints, deep penetrative bossom presence of, within and throughout my life. She is the One I saw behind Yeshua’s eyes, the flame of Holy Spirit, as birther of God, the ancient Wisdom Shekinah who was the darkness before light came to be. Primordial Womb. ‘She’ not because She is female, but because our dual language has no way to describe the Before. Yet, because she is Womb/Creatrix, I and many others, like to use ‘Her/She’.
My husband, Jonny, and I recently moved to Totnes (from St Albans, London). We love it here. Perhaps because I was born in Devon, I feel easily at home among the rolling hills, and a gentler pace to life.
In the year of 2022 we moved to Dartington, into a barn conversion, with my Mum who lives next door. Something is brewing here…
One of my favourite things is having the freedom to simply walk out and be immersed in nature. I love to run, to walk, to go wild swimming in the river, and soak in the sea air. Also, time alone or time spent with close friends, especially when it involves feasting (buttery cakes suffused with super-foods, colourful salads, baked pies…) and settling into deep chats on soulful topics, considering naratives at play, or envisioning a beautiful future of our communities.
Both Jonny and I have a shared dream, to create land-based living, a homestead, and local hub network with others. If you’ve read this far, I can imagine you may have similar heart beats…